Both were not in plans of each other. Anyway, it was amazing. However, they tear apart, such a shame. A waste of hearts, sensations, loves and illusions. But look, she still dreams about him and he thinks of her…
Don't stop me now.
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Starstrukk
You know that type of shit just don’t work on me,whistling then trying to flirt with me. Don’t take it personally ‘cause we were never in love.
It doesn’t really matter who you say you are, sing it out the window of your car and find another girl across the bar ‘cause L-O-V-E is not what this was.
Oh, Katy, I love you.
Fresh Air
Seriously, some things happen e, bang, change your mind. Change your air.
Maybe all you have to do to change your smal world is change your places, see new faces and breathe new air. Brand new air. Good and brand new air.
Something I learned about these days is that if you feel good, then everything starts getting good, and your world starts floating. It tastes so good.
I just need to do this kind of things again and again and right again.
And then I’m a new woman.
Some songs just fit me, it’s so funny, man.
All we ever did was move around. I was always the new kid, never the cool kid but all I ever wanted was fall in love just to be in love. But my heart was racing, my mind was searching.
You’ve got your whole life to do these things. But my legs were shaking, my hands were searching for her in the backseat of my car.
I just lost it. And I can’t believe it.
I knew I was only sixteen but I thought I loved her and it’d last forever. Only if I knew that she wasn’t true… How could she do this to me?
Think in a girl. Think in a short story. It’s me.
Some songs just fit me, it’s so funny, man.
All we ever did was move around. I was always the new kid, never the cool kid but all I ever wanted was fall in love just to be in love. But my heart was racing, my mind was searching.
You’ve got your whole life to do these things. But my legs were shaking, my hands were searching for her in the backseat of my car.
I just lost it. And I can’t believe it.
I knew I was only sixteen but I thought I loved her and it’d last forever. Only if I knew that she wasn’t true… How could she do this to me?
Think in a girl. Think in a short story. It’s me.
Reminds me of someone.
Hey, love, your face is full of lies. Be careful what you ask, be catious how you act.
You’re tired, tired of the dark. You’re covered with dust.
How can you fall if you would like that, dear? Don’t mind, it’s a common reaction when you tell me everything’s alright, but you don’t mind. How can feel when you’re wounded like that, dear? Don’t mind, it’s a common reaction when tell me everything’s alrght and you don’t mind waste my time.
Please, be okay. For yourself. You don’t deserve to be like that. And making this song remind me of you everytime I listen to it.
What a great day
This is the worst birthday ever. When the day just started, I thought it would be everything okay but, God, I was such a fool. I am alone all day. Ironicly, the only one who remind me was someone that I know about two weeks. And yeah, he’ll be far now. Like I planned. We both I guess.
However, that’s it. I’m alone, I’m sad, I feel totally unimportant. If I were dead any of these things would be happening.
Cheers to myself buried.
Flores do Mal
In Portuguese today.
A mesma mão que acaricia fere e sai furtiva
Faz do amor uma história triste
O bem que você me fez nunca foi real
Da semente mais rica nasceram flores do mal.
There’s No Other Way.
I’m not jealous and not even surprised. At all.
But, c’mon, it’s a weird situation, and a bad sensation, when you see how erased you were and how is easy to find an substitute for what would be my place.
It’s not a surprise. I just knew it would happen someday, and that this day wasn’t far. I got it when I see there was a new me, but I was quiet.
It’s strange. And sorry, I don’t think it’s gonna change now.
All that I can say now is hold on, be happy and take care.
Fuck forever.
I’m just tired of being so fool. I’m alone, like I ever was. Any change is only an illusion, and I must stop believing in it.